Daddies day delight

Always time for Dad...

Sometimes I to remind myself if that! Today I have adored, woken by my kids. Breakfast out as a family and then visiting loved ones

Even taking a trip to the local cremitorium to lay flowers for those no longer with us

With all that said and done I had to remind myself to take the time for me. Getting to the gym andhitting that work out

Turned out to be a really good session.. plenty ofsweat, and tears

Thats right.... tears!

During my slog on the treadmill I doubted myself, I had forgotten my Why!

I was ready to give up, walk away and make an excuse. But the I remembered...

I’ve commited to something, I promised myself to create a better me. To work hard and be proudof my achievements!

So how did I pull myself through?

I’ve recently set myself a target, not a weightloss target but something to achieve!

I’m going to do a super sprint triathlon

400m of swimming, 10km of cycling and then 2.5km of running

All in one go, at one event

This pushed me on, dragged me through!

Refusing to give in, I dug deep. I broke it down to smaller targets

And I fucking made it!

https://drive.google.com/uc?export=view&id=1ozOUlDP9EM2IjNN5crM4ompY_rLigE_v

In fact, I had sweated so much I made it impossible tonput myself through weights due to my T-shirt looking like I had entered some dodgy Ibiza wet t-shirt comp!

I certainly wasn’t winning that, but I had already conquered my mind!

Anything is possible, we just have to be prepared to push our way through. Find a way to get the job done

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